Thursday, September 2, 2010

Raven: A Dream

This is a dream of mine that I decided to make a story with characters and what not. It's long but if you read it I hope you enjoy it.

Raven
A cool breeze blew throw the rot iron bars around the porch, tousling Andrew’s short blonde hair. The bars had been there when they bought the house, Andrew and his wife Natalie. In this part of the country, they came standard. Summer homes like this were a prime target for local gangs. One group in particular seemed to enjoy the art of breaking and entering so much that they had tried it twice on this house already, even though their one successful attempt had proven that there was nothing of value inside the house.
Andrew waited for them every evening around dusk. They had not shown up since their last visit but he waited all the same. He didn’t know what he would do if they showed up again but he wasn’t about to let them hurt his wife. Andrew pulled Natalie across their wooden bench closer to him while he sat in thought. They had almost cut their vacation short because of the harassment, but they had decided to stick it out. Locals said it was normal and they would leave them alone now that they had their fun.
And fun is exactly what it seemed like they were having. That was why Andrew was far from convinced that they wouldn’t show up again. It was beyond him why the local authorities did nothing to stop them. The gang consisted of ten or so youths, the oldest no more than fourteen and the smallest looking at most to be five or six. But ten to two was bad odds whether you were fourteen or forty.
Andrew exhaled loudly drawing a concerned look from Natalie. He stared into his wife’s deep brown eyes; looked at the flecks of green in them, visible only in the right light. It was a moment before she spoke.
“Let’s go inside now,” she said softly, “No one is coming. It’s been three weeks.”
Andrew didn’t respond. He merely gave his wife a half smile before looking back toward the ever-setting sun. He had seen more sunsets on this vacation then he had in his entire life. The huge sphere threw pinks and purples across the sky. It was beautiful. But Andrew had stopped appreciating it lately. He connected those vibrant colors with terrible thoughts now. And then his gaze shifted again. To Max. The fourteen year old, dirty blonde urchin who now stood in Andrew’s yard.
Max wore a smile, one that was shared by his companions. Only five others stood behind Max, which made Andrew wonder where the others were. He peered into the trees surrounding the sides of the house but could see no one. Andrew spoke then.
“Where are your friends?”
Max kept on smiling, like he knew something Andrew did not. “They had other engagements. Besides, I know this place inside out now. I’ll have no trouble coming in to play.”
Andrew smiled now too. “What do you plan to do? Break in right here, in plain sight? Us watching will put a bit of a damper on things don’t you think?”
Max Laughed, “It will only make it more fun, old man.”
Old man? Andrew was twenty-three. Far from old. But then, he was facing a group of pre-teens. A wave of shame passed through him that he would be afraid of these children. He opened his mouth to speak again, to tell Max and his friends he was not intimidated, but Max cut him off and chaos followed.
The boys broke apart and surrounded the house. Tearing at bars on windows, trying the back door, shaking the porch gate. Max was one who had retreated behind the house. Andrew and Natalie looked around, shaken. It was Andrew who spoke first.
“The cellar window!” he spat.
Natalie looked confused, worried, “What?”
But Andrew was already moving to the door. “The cellar window has no bars on it.”
“It’s too small for anyone to fit through though.”
“Natalie,” Andrew said, “These are children.”
With that he threw open the door to of their expensive security enforced summer home and ran to the cellar stairs. The door was already ajar so Andrew pushed it open wider and rushed down the stairs. They never left the cellar door open, but Andrew had no time to think about that. Besides, he had just noticed the shattered window of the empty cellar.
Cursing loudly, Andrew ascended the steps in a hurry. He ran to the front door which was closed and locked. He quickly unbolted the door and swung it open to find his wife at the tip of Max’s rusty steel blade which seemed to smile at Andrew every bit as much as the boy himself. The man stopped dead and noticed another boy at his side with his own happy blade.
“Stop this now, Max.” Andrew half-begged, half-ordered.
“Stop?” Max sneered, “But it’s just now getting fun.”
The two boys on the porch laughed. The others were no where to be seen. Andrew barely noticed. Max put the blade closer to Natalie’s neck, almost touching it now. Did he really intend to hurt them, or was this just a game? Or was hurting them the goal of the game? Andrew shivered in the hot evening air.
“Max, you need to stop, now!” Andrew said with conviction. He knew it was an ultimate truth. The boy had to cease immediately.
“Or what, old man? You are in no position to threaten me.”
Andrew knew that that should have been true. But even as that truth coursed through him another, stronger truth was emerging. At the same time dark clouds began to gather over head.
“Max,” Andrew’s voice took on a warning tone now, “Take your friend, and leave. Go home.”
Max laughed again. That damn laugh had plagued Andrew dreams for weeks. Now he pitied it. He knew the boy’s humor to be short lived. But he didn’t want it to be that way. He could feel it. Closer now.
“Max, go home.” Thunder cracked.
Max glanced at the sky, nerves visibly shaken for a moment. But he regained his footing.
“I’m not going anywhere. This is too much fun.” He said each word like he could taste it in his mouth, and he loved it.
The sky was dark as night now and getting still darker. Thunder sounded and wind blew. Andrew knew what was coming. This wasn’t the first time he’d seen it; wasn’t the first time he’d done it. Max needed to leave.
“Max, you need to listen. Go home. Now.”
“I already told you,” Max began.
Andrew cut him off, “Go home!” It was forming now. The clouds swirled madly. They seemed to solidify. For the second time Max lifted his eyes to the sky. This time he did not look back down.
Max’s friend spoke for the first time, “Something’s happening man. Let’s get out of here. There might be, like, a tornado or something. Max didn’t respond. He just stared. He could probably feel it now.
“Max,” his friend again, “Come on man!” When Max kept silent, his friend began to back out of the porch area. “Alright man, do whatever you want. I’m leaving.” With that, Max’s friend deserted him at a run.
Andrew spoke, almost a yell, “Go home Max! Go home!” The form in the clouds was nearly completed. You could almost make out a head, a beak.
Max looked terrified now, but he seemed frozen to the ground on which he stood. He dropped his knife and his arm fell to his side.
Natalie ran across the porch to Andrew’s side.
“Go home, Max!” Andrew growled. The boy didn’t move. His face only contorted more with a sickening mix of confusion and fear by the minute as he started at the sky.
The clouds were a deep red now, just a shade from black though. In them there seemed to pulse the half-solid form of a bird. A raven.
Andrew screamed at the boy, “Go home!”
Over and over he screamed for the boy to leave but he would not. He was crying now.
The raven descended, Andrew screamed, Max cried.
The bird swept down at amazing speed. At least three times the size of a man, it’s descent was terrifying. Andrew could feel the bird. It was in him, in his soul. But he could do nothing to stop it. It had begun and now it would be finished. All he could do was yell at the boy to go home. A futile effort but he tried.
Then all at once the bird was upon the boy. The clouds swirled about the boy in a mass of chaos. Andrew and Natalie shrank back against the black bars of the porch. It last only moments. Then it was over.
The clouds dissipated. The setting sun finished its descent. The couple stared at the boy who in turn stared at the trees, at nothing. He was not dead. His fate was worse. He would not move. He would not eat. He would do nothing if he was not forced.
Never again would he speak. Never again would he play. Never again would he laugh.
Never.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

The Wall

So lately I've been in a huuuuuge state of writer's block. This has been my worst enemy. I never thought it would happen. I mean, what's the big deal? I should just write. What ever I think of, I should write it. But no, it does not work that way. I can't do it.
Today, Carli decided to do a creativity meditation and I sat in on it with her. At one point, the lady with the soothing voice started talking about letting you fears and anxieties about your creativeness go. Just being free to create. At this point my heart began to pound and my previously serene mind went into a frenzy. I literally could not let go of the anxieties of my writing. It was like I had hit a wall in my mind and I was freaking out trying to get over it. It is my mind for Pete's sake (poor Pete). I reasoned through and dismissed every fear I could think of and still I could not allow myself to be free to write. If any of you, ANY of you have any advice, I will take it with grace. I need to write. It's what I love to do.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Don't waste water! (Water water water!)

So hey people! While looking around at the groups offered to students by MU, Carli came across a really great group (pending verification) that deals with donating free clean water to people who do not have it and can not afford it. She decided to set up a campaign through the charity's website for her birthday. Her 21st birthday is on August 8th and she would be honored if you would donate to the campaign. 100% of the donations go directly to the charity. Details are here: http://mycharitywater.org/carli
The suggested donation is $1-$10 for every year Carli has lived (21) but any amount at all will be greatly appreciated!

Monday, July 12, 2010

The Warehouse

My favorite nights at the warehouse are those full of beating rain and deep rolls of thunder.
They remind me that the world keeps moving while I spend my time with the books.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Changes

So I'm sitting here, on the floor in front of the couch. Carli has our metal dread comb and is combing my dreads out. This decision has been in consideration for a while, the actual removal process has been going on since Saturday. We are about halfway around my head now. It's a little painful, but nowhere near the pain of putting them in. Carli has spent hooooouuuuurs on my hair. She's put dreads in twice, both times took over 10 hours, and now this project is on its fourth day. I would like to take this time to thank her. She is wonderful. Thank you Carli for all of the time you've committed to this. I know you are okay with it but I do appreciate it. So anyway, now you know. It's a big decision for me. I've had dreads for a year and a half and now they are coming out. Below are some pictures of the process so far. Enjo-eee

Changes

So I'm sitting here, on the floor in front of the couch. Carli has our metal dread comb and is combing my dreads out. This decision has been in consideration for a while, the actual removal process has been going on since Saturday. We are about halfway around my head now. It's a little painful, but nowhere near the pain of putting them in. Carli has spent hooooouuuuurs on my hair. She's put dreads in twice, both times took over 10 hours, and now this project is on its fourth day. I would like to take this time to thank her. She is wonderful. Thank you Carli for all of the time you've committed to this. I know you are okay with it but I do appreciate it. So anyway, now you know. It's a big decision for me. I've had dreads for a year and a half and now they are coming out. Below are some pictures of the process so far. Enjo-eee (to be posted soon. have a terrible internet connection right now)

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Time and other things.

So lately I've not had much time to do some of the things that I was getting used to doing; reading, writing, blogging, etc. Today is my day off so I have some time. My new job is 40 hours a week shelving text books for eight hours each night, 11pm-7am. It really messes up the schedule.
Speaking of walking through shelves for eight hours, I just smashed my toe two days ago. I dropped the corner of a cedar chest on it; it is now black. My nail will fall of some day soon and it's pretty swollen. This makes for unpleasant walking. I am really hoping that I will heal fast. I've been icing and ibuprofening it daily.
On another note, if you like sci-fi, webcomics, and jokes, all three can be found at Schlock Mercenary, a webcomic written by author and illustrator Howard Tayler. It's pretty funny and it gives you something to waste a little time. He posts one comic strip every day and today is the tenth anniversary of uninterrupted daily comics. Lot's o' puns.
I've been doing a lot of mental-writing while shelving my textbooks at night. I write notes to myself in the car on break and put them on the computer periodically. The problem is I don't actually get around to developing the ideas into story. I'm looking forward to school coming because, even though I will have homework, I won't have the scheduled 40 hours of work that will interfere with my creativity. I'm feeling like I will burst with wanting to create, but I have no time for it. I am even starting to want to build something or something.
Also, tonight is the new moon. Thinking of doing something fun and new-ish.
I guess this blog is a little lacking in substance, but I felt I should write at least a little of something. So there it is.

Monday, June 7, 2010

This is a review I did on "Against the Fall of Night" by Arthur C. Clarke. My dad gave me this book because he read it and liked it a while back. I haven't been able to blog lately. Working a full-night night-shift job takes up so much time. Every minute I get not working I am either sleeping or wanting to spend as much time with my wife as possible. But I will write more about that story some time. For now, chew on this.

Against the Fall of Night (Science Fiction Classics) Against the Fall of Night by Arthur C. Clarke


My rating: 4 of 5 stars
This was a good book. It's pretty classic. It was interesting to see the difference in this book of sci-fi from years ago when compared to the same genre in today's culture. Clarke had less of a focus on detail and description and relied more on leaving things to mystery. It was a nice change from the heavy explanations that seem so common today, although I do enjoy the way books are written. Less time was spent on character building than I am used to also, although I still was able to easily assign a personality to each character. Anyway, I ramble. Overall, good book. I would recommend it. It's quick at only 159 pages, and an enjoyable read.

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Monday, May 17, 2010

We lost alotta good men out there . . . (Alternate title: Numbers)

I will begin with the less interesting of the two (related) topics that I wish to mention. We are moving and so are purging ourselves of unwanted/needed materials. You will find eBay, Etsy, and craigslist laden with our possessions. The least pleasing of these things to be rid of is books. I.Love.Books. But, it just isn't practical to keep some. I will reread a few, but not all. Below is our most recent book purge; they have been getting smaller and smaller, as is likely to happen. (P.S. This is what the [first] title refers to, though I realize books are not, in many cases, men)



So if you are interested in clothes or a few items of furniture, let me or Carli know and we will hook you up with some shameless sales links. Now, on to more thoughtful matters.

As I write this sentence, according to my countdown, Carli and I are moving to Providence Hill Duplexes in Columbia, Missouri in exactly 9 days, 14 hours, 21 minutes, and 45 seconds. Whoa. Leaving Kirksville, an adventure 20 years in the making. We have both grown, learned, and loved here for two decades. We met each other when I was 15, Carli 16. September 11, 2005 was the fateful day when two paths crossed and began their journey to becoming One. It has been almost 5 years. A Blink in time. The most satisfying Blink I've ever experienced. We moved into an apartment straight out of high school in May, 2008; we couldn't wait to start our lives together. We lived there until, well, we got a dog and pets weren't allowed. So we found a good cheap house that we made our own. It had three bedrooms, we needed only one. Despite that, Fancy Pants (dog), Link (cat), Tate (cat), my Heart (girl), and I (me) managed to fill the place out comfortably. Time passed, so did bills. Unfortunate circumstances led to another, more economical move. We re-stabilized and moved again to an apartment near Truman campus. This has been our most recent home. It is a good one. Yes, we have noisy neighbors, but we still love it here. We get from our environment what we want, or try our best to anyway. And now we will move once more, not across town, but to another city. Yea, it's only an hour and a half away, but it's an hour and a half away. Excitement mixes with joy which mixes with anxiety to create something perfect. Our One life now takes its next step toward a bend around which we cannot quite see. And it is wonderful.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Late nights (AKA Early mornings)

Fellow bloggers,
It has been a while now that my lovely wife and I have not been able to sleep. Well, that's not completely accurate. We sleep just fine, until about noon or 1pm. It's just that we don't get started until around 4am.
We will lay in bed on our computer, usually watching funny videos. We see everything from scare pranks to ongoing relationship (prank) rivalry to pranks gone wrong. Yea, we like pranks. Last night we dallied on our separate computers for a while and then got hungry and went to Hy-Vee for some peanut butter and bread. We got home and munched on the crunchy goodness and then watched streaming videos on Ellen's website of her Starbuck's pranks and people scaring people. In the process we discovered that Paris Hilton had a movie other that House of Wax, the name of which I will not mention for no soul should ever be set to such torture, and so we proceeded to watch that online. Terrible plan but we did it anyways. We got through maybe, maybe, ten minutes of it before turning it off.
After that, with the sun just touching the horizon at five something am, we laid down to sleep. This general pattern has been recurring lately. I am okay with that. In Columbia I will be up until 7am ever night/day and wll sleep from then until 2 or 3pm at which point I will have 7-8 hours of time with my family (Carli and Fancy Pants) before starting all over again. So this is like training I guess.
So I suppose I like this new pattern, even love this new pattern, that we have developed. It has a certain charm to it that I can no longer deny. And while I was resistant to it at the first, I have come to accept it as a part of my life and soul on this journey that can be so great. This journey that I am proud, honored to share with Carli Love Cowan.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Columbia news

So Carli and I went down to Columbia the other day for a job interview for me and a company called MBS Textbook Exchange. I did the "interview" with another guy at the same time which turned out to be more of the Human Recourses guy making funny jokes and asking awesome questions about where we would go if we had a time machine and stuff. It was neat. Basically he said that we could choose to accept the job or not. I did so now we will totally be able to pay summer rent when we move. Woo! The job will be working in the warehouse from 11:00pm-7:00am. Yes, you read that right. It's the night shift. It will be a big adjustment but we both really feel it is for the best. So if any of you can offer advice for my lovely wife on things to hold her interest while I am at work, I am sure she would be grateful. Or if any of you are night-owls she would probably love to Skype or Facebook chat with you as well.
Also we went to the library and got library cards and we went to Blockbuster just down the street from our duplex and got an account. We are so ready. And there's a Waffle House by our duplex. Sweeeeeeeet!
I got a call and I am accepted into Columbia College, which is neat, and if I ever get a hold of my counselor from Phoenix University to help me finish my app there, I will be accepted there too. Of the two I will choose to attend Phoenix U. and the classes for that will start May 25, my job will start May, 31.
On a side note, for those of you who would like to read things I write: I am paranoid about posting my stuff online so I will send you writings if you want them. Just hit me up with an e-mail. And for those wo have already expressed interest, I am making my story so that it is actually understandable before I let anyone else read it. Should be done in a day or so with draft 2.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

My banner

Hey!
So I just realized I have never talked about my banner photo of the lego dude. I meant to in the first couple posts but forgot. So, the legos are made into the form of Link, from Legend of Zelda. Carli made it while we were in Disney World! We went to Disney freshman year of college with some extra grants I got from financial aid. It was a freaking blast. We had a super great time. While we were there, we found a Lego store. You heard me. Disney has a whole store devoted to Legos!
So yeah, we spent way too much money there. And it was awesome! Then we spent like a whole day, still in Disney mind you, just playing with our Legos. We ended up making spaceships, robots, Mario characters, and Link. Thus my picture is Link's head, peeking out at you every time you check in. So now you know.
Sorry this blog was boring. =D

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Input please

Hola kiddos,
So I had a strange dream last night. I'm actually not going to go into detail because of its nature and the people involved but I essentially dreamt of a friend revealing to me that they were homosexual and all of the things that go along with that. No interpretations necessary for this one but I think I have my own. I think it was to show me that I need to spend less effort trying to be the person I think others want me to be just so I'll fit in. I have done that already to a great extent, but I am sure I can do better. I'm a strong believer in the idea of being spoken to through dreams by God. I mean, why not? It's the perfect medium.
So anyways, I was wondering something. I only know of one person who reads my blog so far (my wife) but if anyone else does, I would like some input. I would like input from you too Carli. =D
I enjoy writing and I have been writing a book and I have just finished draft one of a 5,000+ word short story. Would anyone be interested in reading either or both? Or anything else I might write? So far I only write in sci-fi/fantasy but I am looking into branching out. If you would like that, I would really enjoy the critiques that I could get on here to help me improve. I am switching to an English major in hopes of improving further and I think something like this could help as well.
Anyway, don't want to post writings if no one will read them, so let me know.
Peace out yo.
P.S. To return one thoughtful plug for another, you should check out my beautiful wife's blog. It is very thoughtful and informative. I love reading it and you probably would to. She'd love to here your friendly comments I am sure! Check it out here The Shift.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Dreamy

Dear Holiday-X,
So my horoscope yesterday told me to start a dream journal. I'm gonna do it. That's that. Sadly my first entry will be quite boring.
Last night, well actually, during a nap today, I dreamt that I had climbed onto a roof and was walking around on it. An undercover cop car in the form of a brown suburban drove up and gave off a warning siren *bwoop bwoop*. I hopped off the roof and they rolled down the window. The cop on the passenger's side asked what I was doing on the roof. I told him, walking around. Clearly. He laughed and told me to stay on the ground for a while. So then I woke up.

Interpretations of any and all dreams are welcome. I do my own interpretations nearly every time but I love hearing others' ideas.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Holiday-X

I could not think of a blog name. I didn't want it to be my name, I don't really even like my name on the blog. I don't want this blog to be about the person people perceive me as at face value, I want it to be about my heart, my soul, my guts; whatever those things turn out to be.
In the end I decided to go with something (that I thought at the time was) random. I chose the name Holiday-X. This is probably not a name you have heard. I (think I) made it up. Or at least, to the best of my infinite knowledge I did not willingly steal or borrow this name. Let's back up a bit.
I, like many people, would enjoy being a superhero. It would be great. Upholding justice (the real kind), saving lives, being awesome. Think what you will of me but I have a habit of imagining myself in dangerous situations of all types; situations where I come out on top (that's what she said). I'm the person who pulls his keychain or a pen out for a weapon when I'm walking past someone I don't know, just in case. I'm constantly running through scenarios of danger where I need to protect the people I love. That's a superhero, right? A protector.
So yeah, I want to be a protector. As it stands I have no real external qualities of said protector. This gets me down occasionally. I'm not strong, not too fast, have no skill in fighting, and no laser vision. What I do have though, is a Will and a Heart. I would put my life on the line if I thought it would save a Loved One, or increase their chances of being saved. That's just how it is.
Well, as a result of all these feelings/desires/needs I often fantasize about being a real life hero. And what's a hero without a hero's name? I thought and thought. Then one day it hit me: Holiday-X. What a bad ass name! So, were I to ever become a masked avenger, caped crusader, vigilante, or any other variation of the word, Holiday-X would be my alter-ego. For now, it is my blog title.
This is what Holiday-X means to me. I think, given all of that, it is a very fitting blog name for me. It represents a part of myself that is deep within my soul, yet affects me strongly. And wouldn't that be the best place from which to draw quality writing?
And so I think I will begin addressing my writing, instead of the possibly non-existent readers of this blog, to that inner ego of mine; Holiday-X.

Crappy poetry, like my brother told me to write

Sunday morning


Cloudy,

Dog snores peacefully,

Best friend sleeps,


Tired.


Church starts without me,

Birds are chirping,

Love lies a step away,


Tired.


Pain in my neck,

Dryness in my throat,

Happiness in my Heart,


Tired.

My thoughts from today (actual date: 4/26/10)

I actually intend for this blog to be a little more thoughtful than so far. Bear with me. :)
So I went to class today at 8:30am. I have a jogging class at that time. Then after another class directly following jogging I walk to work.
It was raining.
Flash back to last night. I had to watch a movie and write a critique about it. The movie I had rented was over a week late because we sold our TV because, for one we don't really need it, and we also can really use the money for when we move to Columbia. (Can-of-worms of another post.)
So anyway, I ended up staying at my in-law's house to use their DVD player and didn't get to bed until about 5:30am this morning. I grabbed an umbrella without looking at it and went.
Flash forward.
It was raining.
I opened the umbrella and set out. Shortly after I realized that it was a Corvette umbrella. My wife's mother is a HUGE Corvette fan and I definitely should not have grabbed that umbrella.
Not a huge deal but a bummer.
Later at work I was asked by my coworker how I thought the day was going to go. I thought about it. Yeah, I had had some negative things happen so far, but I felt alright. I told him the day would be average. Not great, but not bad. Everything would have its balance.
And that seemed to hold true for a while. I worked and it wasn't too busy which was sweet but then tips were bad so that evened it out, etc.
And then Carli came into the coffee shop.
Call me corny, cliche, whatever. But here are the facts.
My day flipped.
It was not an average day. She walked in and I found myself smiling. The circumstances of the day had not changed. But looking at the person who completes my very soul was enough to brighten my entire attitude.
And since then my day has been great. Every negative thing I am able to surpass if I let myself. I am very overwhelmed with school and finances but that has slipped past my spirit today in light of my wife.
I guess I just wanted to write this in appreciation. I know that I at least do not show my appreciation as often as I should or could and so I feel like I should do so when I get the opportunity.
Thank all of you non-existent readers for listening to my thoughts.
I think I liked writing them down.

Today's blog (aka the blog that belongs to this particular day)

Blog blog blog, blog blog b-blog blog.
In my head that went to a tune.
An unoriginal tune.

Just a quick one for my Heart

Just wanted to make a quick post in honor of my wife. I just got home from work to find that she had prepared a scavenger hunt for me. She is a wonderful woman. I am lucky to have met her.
Not to mention that RedVines were included!
I love my wife!

The show, Joe

My title rhymes. Thought you should be aware of that.
So I saw Flogging Molly live last night at Truman. They freaking rocked. They had so much energy! Their music really lends itself well to live shows. They are not my favorite band, though I really like them, but that was easily the best concert I've ever been too. Maybe you think then that I need to see more concerts, and that I do, but this show was very great. They were a lot of fun.
I guess I don't really know why I'm blogging this, except that now that I have a blog I feel like I need to write in it. And I know that no one has looked at this blog or has reason to look at it. So I can write whatever I want without worrying about being interesting. And if you are looking at it, I'm sorry. But I have to warn you that I will continue to write. And some of it may be actual attempts at catching interest. So . . . I dunno, go easy on me?

A bit to think on, before going any further that is

So hey, how are you?
I would bet money that you didn't answer me.
I think I should put out there right now that this particular blog has no purpose, organization, or value. I just wanted to have a blog that I could turn to for some writing time.
Yeah, I write. But not too well. I try though, and that's all anyone can ever do.
I think I might add pictures and stuff to some posts, if I ever take any good ones.
Also I like to think. I usually don't talk about the random things I think about in the day, except to my lovely wife. A certain Ms. Carli Cowan. But I may jot a few of them down on here, for the idle eye.
I also like to dream, both during the day and within my bouts of REM. Those dreams might just happen along my keys to rest on this page until I shut it down, Weebly gets shut down, or possibly we will lose all technology in some apocalyptic mess and revert to medieval era living style or something. But I'll talk about my preferences on that in a later post.
So that's what you can expect to find here. A bunch of nothing, a little of everything, and me. The only one who finds the term "blogauthor" to be a highly intelligent word assimilation.
Also, all of these first few posts are on the same day because I relocated from another blogging site.